After break up: day one
6:14 am sun 11 aug 2024 . last night was painful. The beautiful love crashed and became a life long pain . The queen I loved more than my life left me . My love and care felt like an obsession. It's hard on her . It's not yet been a week since she lost her mother ( 6 days ) . I wanted to be there for. All . What it seems now what's she is going through is anger one of 5 stages of grief especially since she is not emotionally open and has been surpressing everything related to mom inside . On 6th aug morning I recieved the news of her mom's passing through her friend with a note she told not to call her . I being a caring one couldn't stop worrying about her I called a few times . Only once at a time she didn't pick up I let it be . I attended the funeral she had told not to talk with her . But that day there were many friends of her boys and well as girls so I too talked with her . And gave a unproper side hug looking if someone is noticing. After that the...